Summary: Summary: Spike died months earlier saving the world. Now, Buffy reminisces over the past few years, who Spike was to her, the changes he'd made, and her regrets over the way she'd treated him and the three words she'd said too late. Or was it?
This fic starts off angsty, but I promise a nice HEA/HFA finish! Timeline has been altered in places to suit my purposes and have things line up with the Christmas season!
Secret Santa Fic Exchange for Holly!
Banner by: MillennialCryBaby (Thank you!!)
Penname: Willow91
Real Name: Morgan
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Real Name: Morgan
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Member Since: March 26, 2010
Last Active: July 01, 2024
Membership Status: Member
Skin: simple-dark
Last Active: July 01, 2024
Membership Status: Member
Skin: simple-dark
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None Artists: None
Categories: Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Dawn
Genres: Angst, Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Event: Secret Santa Fic Exchange 2023
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,781 Hit Count: 479 ePub Downloads: 18
Published: December 21, 2023 Updated: December 21, 2023
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Dawn
Genres: Angst, Fix-It, HEA/HFN, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Event: Secret Santa Fic Exchange 2023
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 8,781 Hit Count: 479 ePub Downloads: 18
Published: December 21, 2023 Updated: December 21, 2023
Summary: A short and sweet Spuffy one-shot that takes place after "Chosen". Inspired by Eurielle's song of the same title.
“I missed you,” she murmured, almost without sound. If he had been human he wouldn’t have heard her. “I always miss you.”
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None “I missed you,” she murmured, almost without sound. If he had been human he wouldn’t have heard her. “I always miss you.”
Artists: None
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Romance, Tragedy
Warnings: Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 787 Hit Count: 605 ePub Downloads: 12
Published: August 29, 2021 Updated: August 29, 2021
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Romance, Tragedy
Warnings: Character Death
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 787 Hit Count: 605 ePub Downloads: 12
Published: August 29, 2021 Updated: August 29, 2021
Exquisite Complications: Part 2 by yellowb, Holly, Willow91, bewildered, DeamonQueen, DarkVoid116, cawthraven, Lady Emma [NC-17] Likes: 117 Comments: 49 
Summary:
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: alittlemoretime, bewildered, cawthraven, EllieRose101, HappyWhenItRains, Holly, simmony, trevino It's a turvy-topsy world.
Banner artists, from left to right: nmcil, Dirtyaim, and scratchmeout
Artists: Dirtyaim, nmcil, scratchmeout
Series: The Exquisite Universe
Categories: Artwork, Challenge Response
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dramedy, Established Relationship, Fighting, Fluffy/Comedy, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: The Seventh Annual Blessed-But-Not-Official-Elysian-Fields Exquisite Corpse Challenge!
Event: April Challenge 2023
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 52,613 Hit Count: 1,971 ePub Downloads: 34
Published: April 27, 2023 Updated: July 23, 2023
Categories: Artwork, Challenge Response
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dramedy, Established Relationship, Fighting, Fluffy/Comedy, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: The Seventh Annual Blessed-But-Not-Official-Elysian-Fields Exquisite Corpse Challenge!
Event: April Challenge 2023
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 52,613 Hit Count: 1,971 ePub Downloads: 34
Published: April 27, 2023 Updated: July 23, 2023
Summary: An alphabetic series of one-shots that show different possible outcomes, moments and developments in the relationship between Spike and Buffy. "Her last bastion of strength had been stolen from her. Ripped away and the wound it's absence left was debilitating. Raw, angry and seeping with betrayal, hatred and a melancholy so deep that she was drowning in it." -A is for Apocalypse
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None Artists: None
Categories: Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Season 7, Between Seasons (any), Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Dark, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Tragedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Suicidal Ideation, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 115,291 Hit Count: 6,471 ePub Downloads: 56
Published: April 18, 2022 Updated: June 03, 2024
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Dark, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Tragedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Suicidal Ideation, Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 115,291 Hit Count: 6,471 ePub Downloads: 56
Published: April 18, 2022 Updated: June 03, 2024
Summary: Slayer dreams have been plaguing Buffy. Dreams of death, demons, Angel, and three figures she can't identify. When the pieces of the puzzle began to come together in the form of history's most notorious family of vampires, Buffy and the gang realize they'll need to work with their natural enemies to avert the apocalypse.
*Note: I first started working on this fic eleven years ago (posted on FF.net) and in the last three or four years I've begun a massive rewrite. This is part one and, while not quite completely finished, it's far enough along that I'm hoping reviews will help get me over the finish line lol. This is a slow-burn Spuffy fic so don't expect any quick hook-ups!
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None *Note: I first started working on this fic eleven years ago (posted on FF.net) and in the last three or four years I've begun a massive rewrite. This is part one and, while not quite completely finished, it's far enough along that I'm hoping reviews will help get me over the finish line lol. This is a slow-burn Spuffy fic so don't expect any quick hook-ups!
Artists: None
Categories: Pre-Series, Season 2
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Angel, Darla, Drusilla, Ensemble
Genres: Slow-Burn
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Cheating/Infidelity, Depictions of Bigotry, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Torture (Emotional/Psychological), Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Word count: 48,343 Hit Count: 3,815 ePub Downloads: 60
Published: July 30, 2023 Updated: June 03, 2024
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Angel, Darla, Drusilla, Ensemble
Genres: Slow-Burn
Warnings: Abuse, Adult Language, Buffy/Other (Temp), Cheating/Infidelity, Depictions of Bigotry, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Torture (Emotional/Psychological), Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Word count: 48,343 Hit Count: 3,815 ePub Downloads: 60
Published: July 30, 2023 Updated: June 03, 2024
Summary: **I want to give a huge shout out to mcgnagallsarmy for making a banner for this fic! It's perfect, thank you!**
In the wake of an unknown attack on the American Frontier and the subsequent loss of contact with the friends they still had stateside, Buffy and Xander sneak into the country and begin a long, dangerous journey to find old friends and the source of the near apocalypse before it spreads throughout the rest of the world.
*This takes place post series and was written as part of the 2022 Road Trip Challenge.
Chapter one excerpt; "“Street repairs have obviously gone to shit,” he half joked as the car slowly crawled forward to avoid any damage the deep holes could inflict.
“Along with the rest of the country,” she bitterly added. It was true, the American infrastructure was hanging by a thread. She looked out the window, noting how lifeless the countryside was now. Life across the pond was still bustling and chaotic and she had easily immersed herself in it after the collapse of Sunnydale. Her heart twisted at the thought of the barren wasteland her home country was quickly turning into."
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None In the wake of an unknown attack on the American Frontier and the subsequent loss of contact with the friends they still had stateside, Buffy and Xander sneak into the country and begin a long, dangerous journey to find old friends and the source of the near apocalypse before it spreads throughout the rest of the world.
*This takes place post series and was written as part of the 2022 Road Trip Challenge.
Chapter one excerpt; "“Street repairs have obviously gone to shit,” he half joked as the car slowly crawled forward to avoid any damage the deep holes could inflict.
“Along with the rest of the country,” she bitterly added. It was true, the American infrastructure was hanging by a thread. She looked out the window, noting how lifeless the countryside was now. Life across the pond was still bustling and chaotic and she had easily immersed herself in it after the collapse of Sunnydale. Her heart twisted at the thought of the barren wasteland her home country was quickly turning into."
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.
Artists: None
Categories: Post-Series, Crossover (AtS)
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Angel, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Giles, Riley Finn, Robin Wood, Samantha (Sam) Finn, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Apocalyptic/Dystopian, Erotica, Road Trip
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Event: Road Trip Challenge 2022
Completed: Yes Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Word count: 33,045 Hit Count: 3,077 ePub Downloads: 88
Published: October 10, 2022 Updated: October 31, 2022
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Angel, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Giles, Riley Finn, Robin Wood, Samantha (Sam) Finn, Willow, Xander
Genres: Action/Adventure, Apocalyptic/Dystopian, Erotica, Road Trip
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Event: Road Trip Challenge 2022
Completed: Yes Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Word count: 33,045 Hit Count: 3,077 ePub Downloads: 88
Published: October 10, 2022 Updated: October 31, 2022
Summary: Buffy Summers can't die. For nearly two hundred years she has dreamed of heaven, only to wake up with the knowledge that she will never know that peace again. Everyone that she has loved has died. Now, she has been offered the opportunity to rewrite history. The chance that she'll ever know heaven again is minute. Will she chase it anyway?
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None Artists: None
Categories: Season 2, Post-Series, Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Joyce
Genres: Angst, Apocalyptic/Dystopian, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Suicide, Character Death, Depictions of Bigotry, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Suicidal Ideation
Event: Truce Challenge 2023
Completed: No Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 15,864 Hit Count: 4,946 ePub Downloads: 38
Published: October 06, 2023 Updated: June 03, 2024
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Joyce
Genres: Angst, Apocalyptic/Dystopian, Slow-Burn
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Suicide, Character Death, Depictions of Bigotry, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Suicidal Ideation
Event: Truce Challenge 2023
Completed: No Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 15,864 Hit Count: 4,946 ePub Downloads: 38
Published: October 06, 2023 Updated: June 03, 2024