Penname: Behind Blue Eyes
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Last Active: May 26, 2024
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Been a huge fan since mid Season 3 originally aired. Unfortunately, I didn't get the full flavor of Season 2 Spike in all his snarky, bitey glory until I went back and watched re-runs.  I knew the minute he strolled on the screen in Season 4, I was instantly a Spike luver through and through. 

I've been writing on and off for approximately 10 years and loving (almost) every minute of it.  I don't have a particular genre I stick with, but I tend to have scatterings of humor throughout.  Who am I kidding???  Bring on the laughs, puns, and low hanging fruit!

Well, that's me in a nutshell.  Hope you enjoy my wild and crazy muse.  Feel free to drop me a line if you wanna chat or give me money...ya know, for Dunks and stuff.

 

~Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Round 27 for Best Author-Spuffy~

 

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Summary: Set in Season 4, Buffy and the gang are quietly celebrating the holiday season.  Throw in an naughty impromptu roommate and an even naughtier sweetened beverage, and the Scoobies get far more than they were bargaining for.   
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 4, Holiday Fic
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,912 Hit Count: 3,900 ePub Downloads: 90
Published: December 18, 2013 Updated: December 18, 2013
Summary: In Season Three’s episode “Lover’s Walk,” Buffy and Spike fall victim to a binding spell that was accidentally triggered during the fight at the Magic Box.
 
How will two sworn enemies react when their utmost desire to bring about the other’s death is now replaced with bizarre primal urges and lusty cravings?  Then add a dash of telepathy, Angel as The Brooding Wonder, the Scoobies, and Giles’ frequent spectacle cleaning, and you have the makings of one helluva ride.  Written for VioletRoze88’s challenge on EF of the same title.

Runner-Up at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 26 for Best Unfinished, and Runner Up for Best Characterization: Spike---Many Thanks!!!!
 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Challenge Response
Characters: Original Characters
Genres: Dramedy, Fighting
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Challenges: A Link is Forged
Completed: No Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Word count: 23,819 Hit Count: 13,082 ePub Downloads: 161
Published: March 25, 2012 Updated: August 09, 2012
Summary: It was the Tuesday before Christmas and Buffy hoped after a quick patrol she’d finally be earning a much-needed break.  However, this was still the Hellmouth, which is the perfect place for a few of Santa’s disgruntled elves to stir up a little trouble.      
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Holiday Fic, Season 4
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,972 Hit Count: 1,955 ePub Downloads: 58
Published: December 18, 2012 Updated: December 18, 2012
Summary: The lengths one goes for the one they love.     
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 813 Hit Count: 857 ePub Downloads: 29
Published: February 19, 2015 Updated: February 19, 2015
Summary: A collection of related unrelatable drabbles.  Or is it a collection of unrelated relatable drabbles?  Or is it…actually, don't know, don't bloody well care.  Just read.
 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 5, Post-Series, Crossover (AtS), Drabbles
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Angel, Anya
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dramedy, Established Relationship, Fluffy/Comedy, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Substance Use/Addiction, Violence
Event: Drabblemania 2023
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,972 Hit Count: 990 ePub Downloads: 6
Published: July 02, 2023 Updated: July 31, 2023
Summary: A slightly different twist on "Crush".  What would've happened if Spike truly meant, "Bloody well through playing"?
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 5
Characters: None
Genres: Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 579 Hit Count: 2,388 ePub Downloads: 149
Published: January 07, 2015 Updated: January 07, 2015
Summary: Set during Season 6, Spike reflects upon a visit from Buffy.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 810 Hit Count: 600 ePub Downloads: 28
Published: June 21, 2010 Updated: June 21, 2010
Summary:

Willow’s attempt at spreading some holiday cheer doesn't go exactly as planned.  But when does it ever on the Hellmouth?
 
Set between Something Blue and Hush

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 4, Challenge Response
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death
Challenges: 2018 Holiday Challenge
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,947 Hit Count: 1,337 ePub Downloads: 39
Published: December 25, 2018 Updated: December 25, 2018
Summary: Marriage is a winding road filled with many bumps and ruts.  Buffy and Will Pratt’s marriage was no different.  Until one day, they came across a bump they weren’t able to navigate around.  This “bump” changed their relationship from one of understanding and passion into one filled with misconceptions and strife.  In the end, not wanting to hurt Will and herself any longer, Buffy decided the only way to stop the pain was to move on.  The one thing she didn’t anticipate with this decision—was she truly able to move on when she still loved and desired the one thing that she was trying to get past?


Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 23 for Best Unfinished, and Runner-up for Best Pairing Conventional and Best Plot
 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 56,710 Hit Count: 10,637 ePub Downloads: 167
Published: December 28, 2010 Updated: August 31, 2011
Summary: What happened when The God of Love and Desire stumbled upon a fighting Buffy and Spike, and decided to intervene? 
 

 ~Runner Up at the Sunnydale Memorial Awards Round 31 for Best Comedy~
 
 
 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 5, Holiday Fic, Award Runners-Up
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,102 Hit Count: 4,354 ePub Downloads: 108
Published: January 30, 2015 Updated: February 10, 2015
Summary: Set in Season 7 during the episode Potential, following a tedious training session with the newbies, Buffy ponders her present life and dreams of the future. 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 7, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,035 Hit Count: 1,013 ePub Downloads: 50
Published: August 15, 2010 Updated: August 15, 2010
Summary: Steamy shower.  Spike.  Singing.  Naked. Got a visual?  You're Welcome.
 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Drabbles, Song Fic
Characters: None
Genres: Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 264 Hit Count: 1,417 ePub Downloads: 37
Published: August 14, 2015 Updated: August 14, 2015
Summary: During Season Five, Buffy's truthful feelings about her voyeuristic vamp.

 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 876 Hit Count: 816 ePub Downloads: 33
Published: April 30, 2010 Updated: April 30, 2010
Summary: Does your life make too much sense?  Gentle reader, we're here to help.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: -Carrie-Ann-, DauntlessGrace, Double Dutchess, jamsu, relurker, sandy_s, Sigyn, Harley Pratt
Artists: OffYourBird
Series: The Exquisite Universe
Categories: Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response, Time Travel, Historical
Characters: None
Genres: Drama, Erotica, Fluffy/Comedy, Lighthearted, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Vampire!Buffy
Challenges: Exquisite Corpse II
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 30,345 Hit Count: 4,835 ePub Downloads: 137
Published: April 30, 2018 Updated: May 05, 2018
Summary: and you may find yourself 
living in a shotgun shack 
and you may find yourself 
in another part of the world 
and you may ask yourself
well ... how did I get here?

-Talking Heads

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: Holi117, Liverdoc, OffYourBird, Sigyn, thewiggins, Twinkles , Gwennie, BadWolfJedi, F
Artists: OffYourBird, BadWolfJedi
Series: The Exquisite Universe
Categories: Alternate Reality, Challenge Response
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Action/Adventure, Drama, Dramedy, Erotica, Fighting, Humor, Lighthearted, Porn w/ Plot, Porn w/o Plot, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Challenges: Exquisite Corpse Challenge the Third
Event: 2019 Challenge Month
Completed: Yes Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Word count: 49,831 Hit Count: 4,460 ePub Downloads: 130
Published: April 29, 2019 Updated: May 08, 2019
Summary: On the hunt for a killer and following the Bureau’s only lead, FBI Agent, Elizabeth “Buffy” Summers enters an extraordinary and unpredictable new world where her only guide is a mysterious and alluring stranger. 
 

As she spirals further and further into the center of this world, she is torn between her two identities and the idea that this man, whom she surprisingly trusts, knows far more than he’s admitting.  How far will she go to catch the killer and ultimately, is it worth risking her very soul?
 

*This is a Supernatural Thriller*



~Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 27 for Best Author-Spuffy, Best Alternative Universe, Best NC-17, Best Original Character-Quinn, Best Plot, and Best Unfinished Fic. Also, Runner-Up for Best Characterization-Male-Spike~

As of 1/6/14:  Over time I will be editing and re-posting Chapters 1-17. (I will make note of the Chapters I've completed) The plot is not changing, I'm just tidying up.  Thanks.
 

 

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Alternate Reality, Award Winners, Award Runners-Up, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Substance Use/Addiction, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Taboo, Torture (Physical), Violence
Completed: No Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Word count: 32,993 Hit Count: 7,977 ePub Downloads: 68
Published: September 05, 2012 Updated: February 18, 2014
Summary: William "The Spike" MacCloud is a porn star and Buffy is his fluffer.  Written for Redwulf50's challenge here on EF of the same title.

SunnyD Awards Nominee Round 26 for Best Comedy and Best NC-17!  Thanks so much!


Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Challenge Response, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Parody, Porn w/o Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Taboo
Challenges: Fluffer
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,930 Hit Count: 3,641 ePub Downloads: 96
Published: March 06, 2012 Updated: March 06, 2012
Summary: We've all had them, just be grateful today's not yours.  From the moment Buffy Summers opened her eyes to greet the morning, her day went from bad to worse.  Even in the midst of having a day from hell, there's always one thing that can be the silver lining to your black cloud. Luckily for her, hers came wrapped in leather and wore a killer smile.
 
!!!!!FINALLY COMPLETED!!!!!
Nominated for Best Comedy, Best NC-17, and Best Plot at the SunnyD Awards Round 22! Thanks so much!


Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: All Human
Characters: Original Characters
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, POV
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 20,293 Hit Count: 4,194 ePub Downloads: 169
Published: September 11, 2010 Updated: February 17, 2011
Summary: “Without a question—she’s the one.  I knew it the minute I lay eyes on her that my search is over.  I long to slip inside her, to feel her surround me and take me places I’ve never been.  The time is now.  My wait is over."
 
Through the years: Spike and His Best Girl.
 
Gorgous Banner by the amazing DauntlessGrace. 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Post-Series, Challenge Response
Characters: None
Genres: Drama, Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language
Challenges: His Best Girl
Event: 2015 Challenge Month
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,102 Hit Count: 9,208 ePub Downloads: 54
Published: October 14, 2015 Updated: November 11, 2015
Summary: The sweetest reunions are the ones most unexpected...no matter how awkward.
 
Beautiful Banner by -Carrie-Ann-  
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Post-Series, Crossover (AtS)
Characters: Andrew Wells, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Humor, POV
Warnings: None
Event: Reunion Challenge 2017
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 899 Hit Count: 1,156 ePub Downloads: 28
Published: October 14, 2017 Updated: October 14, 2017
Summary: All is fair in love and war, or so they say.  So what will happen when you take a bit of brewed magic, add a dash of groovy match-making, and a hearty-heaping of three eligible bachelors?  That's right, you get Hooking up Hellmouth Style!  
 
Written for Elysian Fields Banner Challenge, Banner 63 by Puddinghead
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 4
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Event: Artistic Anniversary Challenge 2016
Completed: No Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 816 Hit Count: 492 ePub Downloads: 19
Published: October 31, 2016 Updated: October 31, 2016
Summary: "The Scoobies quickly learn that a bored Vampire with ADD tendencies should not be left alone...anywhere.  ESPECIALLY if there are office supplies on hand."
 
Banner is another DauntlessGrace masterpiece.  Isn't it amazing!!
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 4, Challenge Response
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: Adult Language
Challenges: Idle Hands (or Author's Choice)
Event: 2015 Challenge Month
Completed: Yes Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,757 Hit Count: 8,053 ePub Downloads: 86
Published: October 29, 2015 Updated: May 18, 2017
Summary: When Glory captured Dawn, this had nearly broken Buffy—mind, body, and soul.  While trapped in her own mind, what if in place of false memories of Dawn and the moment of giving up, she was brought back to a time of fond childhood memories of a faraway land with talking animals, tea parties, and meeting a curious White Rabbit.  And it was following this chance meeting, Buffy began on a whole new journey.  Where along the way she was reunited with many, familiar yet not so familiar, friends and foes. The mind can be a wondrous place, can it not?
 
For those hesitant about this story, this is not switching out one character for another, a retelling, or rehashing of any story, movie, or combination thereof.  Hopefully you will give it a chance!  Big hugs-BBE
 
 I would like to thank whomever nominated me for Author of the Month for November.  My heartfelt gratitude.

Many thanks to Dauntlessgrace for the beautiful banner.  This story is my contribution to the Reunion Challenge.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 5
Characters: None
Genres: Action/Adventure, Fluffy/Comedy, Lighthearted
Warnings: Adult Language
Event: Reunion Challenge 2017
Completed: Yes Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Word count: 16,335 Hit Count: 6,640 ePub Downloads: 94
Published: October 01, 2017 Updated: October 31, 2017
Summary: A new spin on Harsh Light of Day.  Parker just broke Buffy's heart. Spike playing in the sun's rays, wondering if he would freckle.  With a solid left punch, their battle begins.  With harsh strikes and even harsher  words, Spike recaps Buffy's love life.  How would a question of her own, change the outcome of the day?
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 2, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,713 Hit Count: 2,723 ePub Downloads: 109
Published: February 13, 2010 Updated: February 14, 2010
Summary: William " Spike" Eros is one of the new Attorneys at Wolfram and Hart. Elizabeth"Buffy" Summers is an ADA (Assistant District Attorney) who loathes him. Or does she?

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Alternate Reality, All Human
Characters: Ensemble
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Word count: 23,753 Hit Count: 1,366 ePub Downloads: 23
Published: October 27, 2009 Updated: March 15, 2010
Summary:
"It's not over." was Warren's solemn promise.  A promise to his fellow partners in crime.  A promise to himself.  A promise to the Little Girl that stood between him and ultimate super villain-hood.  
 
Buffy just wanted to get her life back to normal (or a close facsimile thereof) and find a place where she belonged.  But in true Tuesday on the Hellmouth form, the day started out bad and only got worse.  Especially the part of the day that went on and on and on. 
 
Well, time wasn't through with Buffy.  Time had big plans in pushing the fortified boundaries she'd so carefully built and in showing Buffy that things aren't always as they seemed.  Life appeared a whole lot different when you're trapped in a time warp.
 
Set in Season 6, during Life Serial
 
Many thanks to all_choseny for her lovely banner!  
 
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Humor
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Event: Trapped Challenge 2020
Completed: No Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,705 Hit Count: 665 ePub Downloads: 15
Published: October 29, 2020 Updated: November 15, 2020
Summary: What would happen if Buffy and Spike brought a video camera into the bedroom? Juicy Spuffy....that's what!

Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Alternate Reality
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Fetish, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,303 Hit Count: 789 ePub Downloads: 37
Published: October 18, 2009 Updated: October 21, 2009
Summary: Set in Season 6, Spike reflects on his relationship with Buffy.
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 937 Hit Count: 264 ePub Downloads: 21
Published: October 27, 2010 Updated: October 27, 2010
Summary: “William, it is customary in a young man’s life for a newly bespoke suit to be worn during a life altering occasion such as the one transpiring this evening, is it not?”     No truer words were ever spoken.
 
It began with a suit.  One given with love, another made with care. 
 
 
Amazingly beautiful banner by DauntlessGrace
Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,259 Hit Count: 844 ePub Downloads: 38
Published: June 28, 2017 Updated: June 28, 2017
Summary: Xander couldn't be that clueless, could he?  During Gone, when Xander found Spike exercising, what was Xander doing before he so rudely interrupted.  In my mind, it was far more than what was shown!


Beta and Sensitivity Readers: None
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6, Episode Rewrite
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Xander
Genres: Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,021 Hit Count: 868 ePub Downloads: 37
Published: March 09, 2010 Updated: March 09, 2010