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Location: USA, West Coast
Last Active: July 27, 2024
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"Making sense of canon. It's a Sigyn thing."
~ Convi
All of my canon compliant stories, long or short, have been grouped into "series," so they can be easily searched. I have them split by season, on the whole, in chronological order, though no one has to read them that way. Every story always makes sense by itself. Non-canon compliant stories are either in their own series, or stand alone.
Sigyn writes fanfiction when she can't help herself. Thus, she throws herself into it wholeheartedly, and enjoys the freedom to use words like, "Agony" and "Mercurial" and not feel any shame about it. She can allow her ellipses to breed wildly, her adjectives to proliferate beyond all control, and her dialogue to continue past the point where anyone could possibly care. Spike is probably one of the most interesting characters she's ever encountered, and she desperately wants to explore his progression and growth. As a result, most of her stories are pretty much in canon, trying to make sense of the character. Feel free to contact her -- her life is small and often full of quiet moments available for others.
All stories go up at Archive of Our Own after they're published here.
I've recently set up a patreon page, if anyone is interested in supporting my writing. Authors, whether writing commercially viable novels or fanfic, tend to be short of funds (to put it mildly). I write fanfiction because I love to, but if anyone wants to help feed me while I do it, link is below.
Winner Best Author Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards, round 32
http://sunnydawards.dragonydreams.com/index.html
And apparently here are two of my stories in Italian. Pet and Hate were both translated by a fan. https://www.efpfanfic.net/viewuser.php?uid=964227.
![A Certain Amount of Connecting](http://i.imgur.com/kOPsSBn.jpg)
Starts fluffy, eventually gets kinda heavy, pretty much running the gamut of a lot of sexuality.
Artists: nmcil
Categories: Season 6, Canon-Compliant, Taboo - Adults Only
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Taboo
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 24,519 Hit Count: 18,868 ePub Downloads: 353
Published: January 27, 2016 Updated: April 28, 2016
“Perfectly normal,” Buffy said. “Spell’s all gone.”
“That wasn’t what I meant,” he said. “I meant... after what it made you.... After.”
Buffy and Spike talk just after the events of the episode Him.
Artists: None
Categories: Season 7
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Rape (Implied)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 512 Hit Count: 4,591 ePub Downloads: 105
Published: June 20, 2015 Updated: June 20, 2015
![After Care](http://dark-solace.org/elysian/Library/15208/images/1482268370.jpg)
Artists: None
Categories: Season 5
Characters: Buffy, Dawn, Drusilla, Ensemble, Giles, Glory, Joyce, Spike, Tara, Willow, Xander
Genres: Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: No Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,674 Hit Count: 2,300 ePub Downloads: 72
Published: April 26, 2017 Updated: April 26, 2017
Artists: None
Categories: Season 7
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,298 Hit Count: 4,692 ePub Downloads: 109
Published: June 28, 2015 Updated: June 28, 2015
Artists: None
Categories: Post-Series, Crossover (AtS)
Characters: Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, POV
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,540 Hit Count: 2,736 ePub Downloads: 91
Published: August 25, 2015 Updated: August 25, 2015
Artists: None
Categories: Season 7
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Xander
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,303 Hit Count: 2,838 ePub Downloads: 90
Published: November 16, 2015 Updated: November 16, 2015
![Attainathon](http://i.imgur.com/WldwnFE.jpg)
Artists: nmcil, Safire
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Dawn, Lorne
Genres: Established Relationship, Fluffy/Comedy, Porn w/ Plot, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Word count: 48,522 Hit Count: 20,996 ePub Downloads: 467
Published: May 18, 2016 Updated: February 05, 2017
![Be Hitched, Be Bothered, and Be Very bewildered](https://dark-solace.org/elysian/Library/15528/images/1571432911.png)
A collaborative effort of authors, artists and betas cooking up a birthday Buffy treat for bewildered.
Artists: SoaringClaws, Twinkles
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Word count: 16,257 Hit Count: 6,628 ePub Downloads: 207
Published: May 30, 2019 Updated: May 30, 2019
![Bitchin'](https://i.imgur.com/oUcF6oj.jpg)
Written for the Elysian Fields April Challenge Month 2021, banner #50 by OffYourBird.
Artists: OffYourBird
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Established Relationship, Fighting
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 7,641 Hit Count: 1,679 ePub Downloads: 78
Published: March 31, 2021 Updated: March 31, 2021
Had to get me some of that sweet umbrella rain. Betaed by everyone I could find, DarkVoid116, SzmattyCat and the exquisite bewildered.
Artists: None
Categories: Season 7, Missing Scene
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Challenges: What does it Really Mean
Event: 2019 Challenge Month
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,658 Hit Count: 1,553 ePub Downloads: 43
Published: April 30, 2019 Updated: April 30, 2019
“I just needed to talk to you,” Buffy said.
Another pause. “About what?”
Buffy almost blurted it out. Spike’s gotten his soul back! He’s gotten his soul, and it’s driven him mad. What the hell do I do?!
Artists: None
Categories: Season 7
Characters: Angel, Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,044 Hit Count: 3,054 ePub Downloads: 91
Published: June 19, 2015 Updated: June 19, 2015
![By Love's Grace](https://i.imgur.com/7u7S4fE.png)
Artists: Irandamay
Categories: Post-Series, Baby/Kid Fic
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Xander, Angel, Original Characters
Genres: Action/Adventure, Established Relationship, Mystery, Road Trip
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Threesome(s)
Event: Road Trip Challenge 2022
Completed: No Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 5,356 Hit Count: 460 ePub Downloads: 15
Published: October 14, 2022 Updated: October 14, 2022
![Care](http://i.imgur.com/zgFs1ML.jpg)
Artists: pfeifferpack, solstice
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Angel, Anya, Joyce, Tara
Genres: None
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Challenges: "I Will Remember You" Memories (Author's Choice of Name), Vengeance Demon Willow, Buffy Calls Angel in "Something Blue" (Author's Choice of Name), Marriage Counselling (Author's Choice of Name) , Infinity Challenge
Event: 2015 Challenge Month
Completed: Yes Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Word count: 72,601 Hit Count: 66,925 ePub Downloads: 752
Published: October 13, 2015 Updated: October 29, 2015
![Child of Shadow](https://i.imgur.com/ov5aOau.jpg)
Artists: Axell
Categories: Post-Series, Baby/Kid Fic
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Angel, Connor, Dawn, Drusilla, Original Characters, Oz, Vi
Genres: Action/Adventure, Angst, Drama, Established Relationship
Warnings: Child Abuse, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Word count: 120,302 Hit Count: 33,017 ePub Downloads: 252
Published: January 04, 2021 Updated: July 04, 2021
![Christmas Care(ol)](http://i.imgur.com/3UT0see.jpg)
Artists: solstice
Categories: Season 4, Alternate Reality, Episode Rewrite, Challenge Response, Holiday Fic
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Xander, Anya, Dawn, Faith Lehane, Joyce, Wesley
Genres: Dramedy, Fluffy/Comedy, Romance
Warnings: None
Challenges: Blue Christmas
Event: 2015 Holiday Challenge
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,781 Hit Count: 2,916 ePub Downloads: 131
Published: December 24, 2015 Updated: December 24, 2015
![Close to Home](https://i.imgur.com/Hvx5l7q.jpg)
Artists: Harmony99
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Cordelia, Drusilla, Mr. Trick
Genres: Action/Adventure, Dramedy, HEA/HFN
Warnings: Blood Play, Cheating/Infidelity, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Underage Sex
Event: Mystery Month 2024
Completed: No Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Word count: 20,628 Hit Count: 1,174 ePub Downloads: 12
Published: July 06, 2024 Updated: July 17, 2024
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Drama, Porn w/ Plot
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,215 Hit Count: 2,698 ePub Downloads: 115
Published: June 18, 2015 Updated: June 18, 2015
Artists: None
Categories: Season 3
Characters: Drusilla, Spike
Genres: Angst, POV
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp)
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,047 Hit Count: 1,809 ePub Downloads: 58
Published: August 03, 2015 Updated: August 03, 2015
![Dare](https://i.imgur.com/OUxBQGp.jpg)
Complete at 30 chapters.
Artists: Axell
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Willow, Angel, Dawn, Drusilla, Harmony, Joyce, Lorne, Tara
Genres: Angst, Dark, Drama, Erotica, HEA/HFN, Romance
Warnings: Abortion, Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Buffy/Other (Temp), Cheating/Infidelity, Dubious Consent, Mental Health Issues, Rape (Actual), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Substance Use/Addiction, Taboo, Underage Sex, Violence, Voyeurism
Event: Trapped Challenge 2020
Completed: Yes Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Word count: 139,618 Hit Count: 35,137 ePub Downloads: 464
Published: October 03, 2020 Updated: April 24, 2021
![Dark Kisses](https://i.imgur.com/klJipVA.png)
Complete at 27 chapters.
Artists: javajunkie247, nmcil
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Willow, Xander, Angel, Cordelia, Dawn, Doyle, Harmony, Joyce, Oz, Riley Finn
Genres: Angst, Drama, Erotica
Warnings: Adult Language, Blood Play, Buffy/Other (Temp), Cheating/Infidelity, Dubious Consent, Fetish, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Taboo, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Word count: 116,525 Hit Count: 57,299 ePub Downloads: 677
Published: March 16, 2018 Updated: July 13, 2018
![Darkest Dawn](http://i.imgur.com/zHjVcBn.jpg)
Artists: HappyWhenItRains, nmcil
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Angel, Anya, Dawn, Tara
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Attempted Rape, Attempted Suicide, Blood Play, Character Death, Child Abuse, Dubious Consent, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 50 Table of Contents
Word count: 183,526 Hit Count: 93,607 ePub Downloads: 734
Published: June 10, 2016 Updated: September 03, 2016
Sometimes he says yeah. Sometimes he says it’s nothing. And sometimes.... “Bad day,” he says.
Artists: None
Categories: Post-Series
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,397 Hit Count: 2,274 ePub Downloads: 62
Published: June 11, 2017 Updated: June 11, 2017
![Death Wish](https://i.imgur.com/iykZ2ew.jpg)
Anyanka’s wish was broken, but the world it created continues. Now Buffy must join forces with rebel vampires to create a world they can all stand to live in. But can Spike, Drusilla and Angel actually work with a hardened slayer, who would just as soon see them all dust?
Complete at 38 chapters
Artists: EllieRose101, nmcil
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Giles, Willow, Xander, Angel, Anya, Drusilla, Larry Blaisdell, Oz, Principal Snyder, Quentin Travers, Wesley
Genres: Action/Adventure, Fighting, Romance
Warnings: Blood Play, Cheating/Infidelity, Dubious Consent, Gun Violence, Rape (Implied), Sexual Situations, Spike/Other (Temp), Substance Use/Addiction
Challenges: The Wish
Completed: Yes Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Word count: 191,638 Hit Count: 52,858 ePub Downloads: 620
Published: March 31, 2020 Updated: December 09, 2020
Artists: None
Categories: Season 4, Crossover (AtS)
Characters: Angel, Spike
Genres: Fighting
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 3,218 Hit Count: 1,786 ePub Downloads: 62
Published: October 12, 2015 Updated: October 12, 2015
![Devouring Time](https://i.imgur.com/GMoPUyG.jpg)
Artists: bewildered
Characters: Buffy, Spike, Angelus, Drusilla
Genres: Apocalyptic/Dystopian, Romance
Warnings: Blood Play, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Suicidal Ideation, Violence
Completed: Yes Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Word count: 20,098 Hit Count: 9,644 ePub Downloads: 190
Published: September 13, 2022 Updated: September 17, 2022
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: None
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,969 Hit Count: 3,149 ePub Downloads: 87
Published: July 16, 2015 Updated: July 16, 2015
![Dominoes](https://i.imgur.com/ZOrVnAB.png)
A Secret Santa gift for DeamonQueen.
Artists: bewildered
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Action/Adventure, HEA/HFN
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 6,418 Hit Count: 1,435 ePub Downloads: 48
Published: January 04, 2022 Updated: January 04, 2022
Artists: None
Categories: Season 6
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Substance Use/Addiction
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 1,873 Hit Count: 3,035 ePub Downloads: 91
Published: June 14, 2015 Updated: June 14, 2015
Season Five, missing late night NO THEY WERE NOT DATES! from between Fool For Love until before Crush.
Artists: None
Categories: Season 5, Missing Scene
Characters: Buffy, Spike
Genres: Fluffy/Comedy
Warnings: None
Challenges: Here to help...
Completed: Yes Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Word count: 2,452 Hit Count: 2,055 ePub Downloads: 63
Published: November 07, 2016 Updated: November 07, 2016
![Exquisite Consequences (Part William)](http://dark-solace.org/elysian/Library/18379/images/1524164878.png)
Artists: OffYourBird
Categories: Season 3, Season 4, Season 5, Season 6, Post-Series, Alternate Reality, Challenge Response, Time Travel, Historical
Characters: None
Genres: Drama, Erotica, Fluffy/Comedy, Lighthearted, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Character Death, Sexual Situations, Vampire!Buffy
Challenges: Exquisite Corpse II
Completed: Yes Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Word count: 30,345 Hit Count: 4,886 ePub Downloads: 137
Published: April 30, 2018 Updated: May 05, 2018